paladinlost: (pretty)
[The room is dark, as befitting the middle of the night. The soft sounds of sleeping Pokémon can be heard, undisturbed. A shadow that appears to be an Eevee can be seen sleeping on a pillow at the head of the bed. Cecil is in the middle of it, sitting up, his skin so pale it almost glows. The sheets around him are rumpled, twisted by an uneasy sleep. He looks tired, but does not sleep.]

I dreamed. I dreamed of them. I miss them all, I think. Even those who are waiting for me. Even those who came here but left. Even those we've forgotten. I hope they do not think badly of us because of it. I'll try to remember their names, next time.

[He sounds lost, somehow. Perhaps lost within a dream. Perhaps lost within a memory. But he soon shakes his head.]

So many opportunities, yet I've never asked. About any of it, Conflict and home both. Well, he never volunteered the information either. All that talk of foolishness and crystals and plans, but he never bothered...

[He interrupts himself.]

I apologize. I appear to be overly sentimental tonight. The exact date matters little in the end. I should simply choose one and be done with it, after all these years.

[He reaches out and closes the Pokégear.

Not that he'll sleep for the rest of the night.]
paladinlost: (despair)
...Why...

Does it matter? This world is unworthy of us. It has no crystals. It is below the notice of Baron's order.

Not again... How could I...

How could you? How could you not! This world has stolen us from our home! It has taken us from our vengeance!

Then again, those beasts might be helpful in retaking the crystals once we return to Baron. It is our duty to acquire as many as we can.

We don't need them! They are just as useless as the rest of them! As useless as the rest of you! Only I have the strenght to do what we must! Only I truly exist!

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to. Please, you have to believe me!

There is no point in apologies. They betrayed us, did they not? Our own son, turning against us. He deserves no less than death.

They abandoned us, did they not? Brother and Kain both! Even Ceodore and Rosa chose them over us. They must pay for this!

I don't want to hurt them! I never wanted to hurt anyone! I never meant to kill-

But you did.

Ceodore! Rosa! Kain! Brother! Everyone! Please, forgive me! I never wished for this to happen once more!

...I'm sorry...


((Cecil is hallucinating his destruction of Mist and Mysidia, being possessed and forced to help destroy his world, and his darkness taking over his body to kill everyone he loves. At the same time. So he sees Cherrygrove as a corpse-covered burning ruin, and he keeps switching between the three modes. Replies will come from whichever side of him is out at the moment.))

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