Yeah, I can understand that.

[No one understands drinking away loneliness and sad dates like Roxy can.]

But things like anniversaries an' birthdays are meant to be celebrated. And even if there's not the ones you miss around there to celebrate with you, it's good to keep in mind that they probs wouldn't want you getting down over it. Enjoyin' yourself is what's most important. Or tryin' to at least. I think you're doin' a good job to start off with, but you probs shouldn't drink too much tonight or the hangover might not be worth it.